Pen, Hand, Paper

Mr. Ohler, we all like to entertain the romantic fantasy that writers today still write by hand. Does that apply to you?

Yes, it does. And it’s all thanks to Ulla Hahn.

What does the acclaimed author of Das verborgene Wort and other works have to do with it?

A long time ago she said that when she leaves her house, she always has a pen and paper with her so she’s prepared to write down thoughts and ideas that come to her at any time. I read that when I was twenty and it made an impression on me. I’ve stuck to it ever since.

When and where do you take your notes? Only when you’re out?

At the moment, yes, because I’m in the middle of writing a non-fiction book, a sort of sequel to Blitzed, and it’s easier to collect things for non-fiction books on a laptop. It doesn’t work as well by hand, unlike with novels. I use my notepad more when I’m out and inspiration strikes. I type up those notes later. Unfortunately I’m not in the same position as Peter Handke, who is still allowed to submit handwritten manuscripts.

Would you like to write entire manuscripts by hand?

Yes, definitely. I’m preparing a volume of poems and I absolutely want to write it by hand and submit it exactly like that.

How come?

I’m a romantic, and I believe and feel that I write differently by hand from on my laptop. It’s hard to describe in what way – maybe it’s that I write more creatively, courageously, unconventionally.

How do you integrate notes into your routine and what materials do you need for that to happen?

I always have a notepad on me, even when I’m picking up my son from nursery school. Unfortunately, I’ve never developed a coherent system over all these years. It’s always a different notepad, always a different pen, and that irritates me on a regular basis. Walter Benjamin said that one should take the greatest care to always have the proper notepads and writing utensils. I’ve never managed to do that.

Where do you pull out your notepad? Where is inspiration most likely to strike?

Wherever I happen to be: in the street, on the train, in nature. Back in the day I used to do a lot of writing in clubs. People always eyed me suspiciously because they thought I was either a plainclothes police officer or insane. The thing is, ideas would rush at me while I was dancing; the same thing happens when I exercise. In that case it’s handy to have a small notepad that fits into your gym shorts.

What happens to the notepads?

When they’re used up they all get put into a drawer and I cross out whatever I’ve already transferred. And at some point they can all go to the literary archive in Marbach (laughs).

Do you use abbreviations or symbols that only you understand in your notes?

At journalism school in Hamburg I once learned some note-taking shortcuts from Wolf Schneider. For example, the trick of simplifying words like “person” by writing “P”. When I want to review something later, I write “doc” for “documentation”. On top of that, my handwriting is hard to decipher. If the notepads do ever get sent to the literary archive, I’ll probably have to make a key for the abbreviations…

When do your sentences come into existence? In your head, before they’re on paper? Or at the very moment you write them down?

I’m very impulsive when I write. I don’t plan anything, it all just comes out in the act of writing. I try to get myself into an altered state that could be described as a sort of rush: this “writing state” sets in and takes control of me. And when I write by hand, I produce different sorts of sentences than when I’m on the computer. I’d say they tend to be better ones. Then again, it probably also holds true that the more techniques you use, the greater your range of expression.

What significance does handwriting have for your work, which often references original sources? For Blitzed you had to read through piles and piles of handwritten notes by Theo Morell, Hitler’s personal physician.

His notes were near impossible to decipher at times. Handwriting like his suggests a lot of immediacy and intimacy. Later, when his notes were digitised and I could no longer view the originals, I couldn’t see or recognise anything any more – and I thought: had it been like this from the start, I probably never would’ve written the book. It was only thanks to his handwriting that I could really figure out the facts and the times. Perhaps having such an experience increased my own desire to take notes by hand.

Have you had any memorable “writing moments” recently?

I like to travel to the Nietzsche House in Sils Maria, an Alpine village in Switzerland where the philosopher lived for some years. That’s a handwriting spot. Nietzsche always claimed he wrote down all his ideas while walking in the mountains there. And I feel the most intense moments of happiness when I am in that place and I pull out my notebook to write things down. I recently took a walk to a glacier and saw it there, dying before my eyes. It was very emotional and I captured the moment in a poem right as I was standing there. Something like that only works when you write by hand, if only because it’s unlikely you’d ever lug a laptop around on a four-hour hike at nearly 10,000 feet above sea level just in case you get inspired. That was a very special and moving moment.

Norman Ohler

Norman Ohler is a writer who lives in Berlin. In the 1990s, he wrote Die Quotenmaschine, the first internet novel in literary history. In addition to a number of other novels, he published the non-fiction work Blitzed: Drugs in the Third Reich in 2015. Drawing on previously unknown original materials, Ohler explored the subject of drug use in the military of the Third Reich and by Adolf Hitler. The work was a worldwide sensation, prompting translations into more than 30 languages and landing a spot on the New York Times Best Seller list. His novel The Infiltrators, about the leaders of a resistance group in the Third Reich, was published in 2019. Since its release in the autumn of, Tripped: Nazi Germany, the CIA, and the Dawn of the Psychedelic Age has been taking the international bestseller lists by storm.

Author Rainer Schmidt

Rainer Schmidt is a Berlin-based journalist, novelist and host of the famous literary salon Writers’ Thursday. He worked for the BBC World Service in London for several years, then worked for magazines such as ZEITmagazin, Spiegel-Reporter andVanity Fair. He was editor-in-chief of the German edition of Rolling Stone magazine and is now head of the magazine Frankfurter Allgemeine Quarterly. He loves sailing and lives in Berlin with his family.